Journey Of A Sunflower

Day 1: Dom, sub, switch?  What parts of BDSM interest you?  Give us an interesting in-depth definition of what that means to you. Basically define your kinky self for us.

i am  a submissive with two Dominants. i am Their slave and Their slut. Their anal slut and Their pain slut. This means that i do everything they say even if i don’t want to do it. They know my limits and respect Them. They respect my body which They own by not breaking my skin or giving me pain until bruises are healed. i serve Them and please Them. i take the pain they give me (flogging, caning, paddling, etc) and thank Them for it. i don’t talk back at all. i must have a positive attitude for everything that happens, even getting up at 7am. i obey Them when They tell me to do something. i must pleasure Them and please Them. it is my job to clean Mistress’s pussy once She as cummed.

Master and Mistress were a pre-established couple together in a D/s relationship for over three years. Mistress became curious about being a Domme to a woman and She happened to have met me. They Both have Their own houses but they spend most of the time at Master’s house. I too have spent a lot of time at Master’s house. I have been fully “integrated” into Their relationship. It is now O/our relationship. i have also gone to Mistress’s house. Last weekend I was there and I got to sleep on a mattress at the bottom of the bed which I absolutely loved. At Master’s house (which I call home) I sleep in a separate room because I don’t feel comfortable sharing Their big bed and the one at Mistress’s house (which I call other home) isn’t big enough for all three of us. Last weekend here wasn’t any play because I missed behave and spent a lot of time in trouble but I have learned my mistake and corrected my behaviour.

Tuesday is Valentines Day which I will be spending with Mistress at Her house.  I can’t spend it with Both of Them because Master has to watch His grand children. His grand children only know me as a friend. I kinda feel bad that Mistress and Master won’t be spending valentine’s Together, but They did it for me. Because they know how much I need to be used and how much I need pain. I have been begging for it this last week. This is the first time that W/we have ‘played’ alone without Master. Mistress is afraid that She will do something wrong and I keep reassuring Her that everything will be fine. Master has asked that everything W/we do should be recorded for Him to watch later! This is one of my fantasies come true, blush.

Oh I should have mentioned, I currently don’t live with Them because I am at University and I live in halls/dorms but after my degree, in May, I will be moving in with them. Which i am really looking forward to because I want to have  24/7 D/s relationship with Them. I spent 2 weeks with Them before school started and I spent a month with Them at Christmas and the 24/7 D/s really worked. I loved being ordered around, like “slut come here”.  Ok that doesn’t make sense, W/we always have a 24/7 D/s relationship but it’s not in daily presence of each other. (do I make sense?)

A little end note. My birthday is next month, go me. And Mistress asked me what I would like for my birthday and ive asked for a PINK pet bowl, giggle. I don’t like pink that much but I want a pink one. i have been using Mistress’s pet bowl which is silver. (Mistress is Master’s submissive). I really enjoy eating out the pet bowl with them both watching me.